I was stressed. Burned out. I was unhappy. Everything seems to be not working right. The passion to work with that company has died.
Hence, I quit.
Knowing that this will be a risky decision, I still quit. It was not an impetuous decision, I can say. I've thought of this for a couple of months perhaps. Too many things and turn out of events that lead me to this action.
Though I am jobless now, I have plans. Too many things I want to do. I plan to venture on a new endeavor. I plan to change the working environment I am sick and tired of. I want to have a new source of income. A much easier and fulfilling ways to pay my bills.
But it ain't easy.
It's like challenges after every challenges. Too many obstacles along the path.
The feeling of uncertainty arises. I've been thinking now if I made the right decision. If I am doing the right thing. If this is really for me.
No one knows what the future holds. We can not tell what will happen next. Some say you just have to go with the flow. But for me, only dead fishes go with the flow.
Amidst all these challenges, I am thankful I have a supportive partner, Leo. I also get support from my family, but knowing that he is always here for me is really what gives me strength to not give up on whatever I want to pursue.
I am not sure if I can make this, but I can say, at least I tried. Whatever happens, I guess I'll just charge it to experience and move to next the plan. I am standing this decision.
We can't always make the right decision, but we can make every decision right.
